Distruss and Mistruss

My brothers and I was born in a family whose doctor as the mother (actually a general practitioner she is now) and a public officer appointed to do the decision in a law court (hmm could I just say, a --judge) as the father.

Oh yes, before I forgot, since I wrote this blog, I found out that somehow I love to talk about my past; my childhood, my family and some ridiculously so damn simple things happened to us :D. Hence now, I just want to write any of it, again. Disclaimer: I got a very intense flu, and I don't think my voice is good enough to do my daily liaison calls, the research partners won't be convenient though. :P

And yes, Indonesian people have just seen a satirical drama that publicly propagated on media about corruption scandal complete with its all bribery allegations and conspiracies in these busy days. I don't really give a damn, actually. But since it's discussed almost everywhereeeee I just can't close my ears.

I was never got myself interested in these hard-to-get law and political things, but all the informations spread in our house through lively discussions my brothers and mother did in almost everyday, were just couldn't be avoided. From all of it, here I really want to thank God that I am not in a single way to realize my one of future profession's aspirations that I might think it's cool. When my father wanted me to be an engineer (like my grandfather did), my mother wanted me to be a doctor (just like she did) Before I know if there's something said architect, I though I'm better be a police than a doctor. I hate doctors, as I saw them everyday since hospital (where my mother worked) and also court ( my father's office) were our playground every after school time.

Well, as had been said once by my old man..

to lead a happy and clean life, don't ever get any troubles with doctor, prosecutor, and police.

(no offense, but if you know what that means)

I think I don't really know what is the point of this post. Consider me as a-cold-infected chatterbox so I blabs too much. hehehe
ps: even the title didn't synchronize at all with the whole post.

for a word

In every time I got myself trapped in a conversation about family members, I always feel proud when it comes my turn to speak about my late old man, that there was a time I so happened to have a very man which makes me be like any other normal kids and rightfully proud now for that.
Even though this fact doesn't take place to the present anymore, it at last had formed me to be a complete person in life who ever sense the precious time of unforgettable childhood full of great memories with the one who always love me and also the suffer feeling from a super big loss for the thing that I thought God only gave me once.

I never forget; a feeling of deep sorrow I hate but I always failed to smash away and in all the way keep myself fall into it, as it's the only way I feel reconnected to him, the way that makes me feel vigorous and strong when I am weak, hale and hearty when am I sick, safe and sound when I am uneasy, and shatters my stupid loneliness into debris.

That it is only a word could do.

The Marinas, Docks & Piers

Which one are you, guys? :D

marina n. a specially designed harbor with moorings for pleasure yachts and small boats;
dock n. an enclosed area of water in a port for the loading, unloading, and repair of ships;
pier n. a structure leading out to sea and used as a landing stage for boats or as a place of entertainment.

ps: Happy Birthday, Dai! :D

Rose of Versailles

I read the newspaper this morning and found this very interesting article (in my interest :p) Then wondering how could they compare Bruni with Antoinette. The ex-model first Lady Bruni is not Antoinette at all in my opinion. Hee

Because Antoinette is an impressive and graceful French crown princess as far as I could remember from my childhood memory. Maybe I was too much pleased by the anime series I idolized at that time; a story with the focus on the life of Antoinette which was rife with affairs, rivals, loneliness, mistakes, and tragedy where much of it is told from the perspective of Lady Oscar, the heroine of mine! (Ignoring all the mistakes that Antoinette made from time to time :P)

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Oh bad I am really craving for the series, hopefully I can get the DVDs soooooon! Hwaaaaa

The Liz's EPL

I've known (and not so interested in reading) about this memoir book by Liz Gilbert even before the news spread about Julia Robets's coming to Bali doing the filming.. but the bustling publications on the shooting process somehow have stimulated my curiosity to it.

So this is the book I am currently reading..

From several various random reviews I read from some people I am informed that among the gazillion people who love this, they were some who said that they not liked it because as a story whose premise a married woman who get divorced with her husband under emotionally commotion circumstances that mainly tells us about the one-year experiences paid by her publisher (where she worked) that she got along the journeys which had helped her to recover and find herself, it is.. just that.
I don't know, I haven't finished with it yet. Hopefully it will be good because I kind of thought I might love reading this. :)

My Regret

- The mistake I ever made in my life that I regret the most is where when I said No to thing I actually I wanted to say Yes to. Ughh...

you're gonna lose that girl

one of my favorite songs from all of The Beatles' :)